Anonymous asked: 183 kg's?
183 lbs.
the road to skinny.
my name's ashley, i'm 23 years old and desperate to become thin. this blog was created to find and give support to other girls searching for their true selves. i do not support ana/mia. i am strictly in this for healthy weightloss.stats.
height: 5'3"
starting date: february 21, 2011
starting weight: 183
current weight: 183
#1 goal weight: 170
#2 goal weight: 150
#3 goal weight: 130
ultimate goal weight: 120
wow, it’s been a long time since i’ve logged into this tumblr. i thought living life and trying to become the person i wanted to be would be easy with inspiration not involving the computer, but it’s only caused more stress, more heartache and more weight gain. i believe i weighed around 168 when i stopped doing this whole tumblr thinspiration thing, and now i’m up to 183. i eat like a big, i don’t exercise, i sit on my ass day in and day out. this has to end.
i’m happy to say other than the actual DIGITS on the scale, i’m happy with my body. i’m just ready to get healthy, be able to work and have a baby. who’s with me?
just stopping in to see how everyone’s doing. well, i hope! i myself have been eating a tad better, not so much junk and i’m trying to cut out the carbs like my doctor ordered. i haven’t lost any weight, but i feel better. saladsaladsalad!
leave me some questions. i need to stay occupied and motivated!
day 2 of my prenatal vitamin! i know it doesn’t sound like a big deal, but for me it is. i already have high iron and the stuff is packed with it.
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okay guys, i’m back! it’s been a while and i’m definitely back to my old habits but now i have a legit reason for losing weight/exercising/getting healthy…
i’m trying to get pregnant!
today i went to the obgyn and well, long story short, since i have cirrhosis of the liver and polycystic ovarian syndrome, there is a lot of changing i need to do before i can conceive.
i have to…
-stop eating carbs and sugar ALL TOGETHER. the way my doctor put it is this… if it’s white and it’s not chicken or fish, don’t eat it. it’s bad for me and for the baby.
-exercise for at least 20 minutes a day. i can do that! no problem. i’ll just take a walk before or after dinner. no big at all.
-stop taking citalophram. i’ve actually been wanting to do this for a while. my family doctor put me on anti-depressants when my mom died and i just really don’t think i need them anymore. i was already planning on asking him to ween me off of them anyway.
-start taking prenatal vitamins and hormones. since i have pos (polycystic ovarian syndrome), i don’t have the right amount/kind of hormones in my body to get my period or conceive a baby at this time. the prenatal vitamins will boost my ammune system while the hormones help me get my menstrual cycle back on track.
all in all, i’d say i’m stoked… beyond belief. while i DO want to be skinny, i really don’t care about that at this point. i just want to be healthy enough to conceive and carry my baby without any complications. wish me luck! i’m so glad to me back. :)
overyourbones-deactivated201012 asked: dude you totally just appeared on the livefeed of dailybooth! haha crazy how small this massive internet world can be.
seriously? follow me and comment one of my photos!
i cut off my red bracelet today. it no longer inspires me, nor do teeny tiny girls that practically starve themselves to be thin. i still feel as if i need to lose weight and work on my outside, but i can’t do that until i take care of my inside. i am a sick person and cutting out carbs, this that and the other is only going to make my health worse. i will continue to sign on every once in a while to encourage, post, comment and check in so that you all know what i’m up to. i love and miss you all, and wish you the best! be safe and take care of yourselves.
i’m feeling at least 90% better about myself today. i got up at 1, lazed around until my fiance went to work at 3:30, finally straightened my hair and put my extensions in and then hit up target to browse halloween decorations. now i’m back home to get some homework and cleaning done. it will be a very chill, relaxing night. tomorrow i’m going to fort lauderdale for some much needed vintage shopping and girl time with my bff eva. i can’t wait!
so i pulled up my shirt up at the gym today (for whatever reason i had) and noticed all of these nasty stretch marks across my stomach. what the hell! i am livid, and heartbroken. i don’t really know what to do with myself. i didn’t feel like exercising after seeing that and what’s even worse is that i went to the grocery store and bought a bunch of junk food. what am i thinking? i just want to lose a little weight. i thought the stretch marks on my right hip were bad, they’re nothing compared to this! i’m seriously on the verge of tears. no more bs’ing around. i need to figure something out before my body turns into mush. so upset.
